Is it me....???

Okay.. help me out people …Is it me…. or isn’t it a little weird to PROPOSE TO SOMEONE VIA EMAIL???? How do you ask someone to marry you via email?? WTH? What is that?? I’m confused. Help me out here. Please.

Okay so last Thursday I come to work in a pretty good mood. I had a good night’s rest. I got up happy and ready for my day. I get to my desk, turn on my computer…thinking about nothing much really. I go through my usual routine…sign onto my work email, then my Yahoo IM…and then go get milk from the cafeteria. So I come back, start checking my email and getting my cereal ready. I see that I have an Email from TD…which is a surprise because his emails are far and few between. So I’m like..huh… lemme see what TD talking about. Why do I open his mail and read this:

Whats up baby how are you? I miss you so much swayla swayla. I never thought i would miss you this much. Here is a question if i ask to marry you will you move to Texas? I've been thinking about it a lot lately and i want you here with me. There's nobody here that compares to you and I'm ready to settle down with you. I am coming home in November, so think about it. I will ask you officially when i get there. love you baby. one.

Alrighty… so as I’m cleaning up the spilled milk off my desk from the laughter and shock I had reading his email. I begin thinking… why on EARTH would he email me a question like that?? yeah… he said he’ll ask officially when he comes to visit his family here in Atlanta. But why the email? Why couldn’t he call? Or even just wait until he got here and bring it up face to face? I mean either way, the answer is no. Hmmm. Maybe that’s why he did it that way. He knew I’d be like "what? marriage? You and me? Hahaha." I guess even the confident ones hate looking like an idiot. But why would he want for us to get married anyways. I mean… I told you guys about the last time we were together right… (click here). It was wonderful! He seemed like he really changed. But that’s not enough for me to want to drop everything I’ve got going here and run to texas to marry him. And I’m sure he couldn’t possibly believe that one night made up for all the many things he put me through when we were together or for everything else I know about him. I mean I am not that desperate to get married. I’m not desperate at all actually. I know that there is someone out there better suited for me than him. I just don’t understand why he would want to settle down with me and we’ve been broken up for over a year now. It’s confusing.


Okay is it me… or do gay guys in the church LOVE to sing in the choir and shout as soon as they hear some fast music? I went to an album release concert & party Friday night with my friend Bo. He and I got there early so we got good seats. After about 15 minutes of us talking and clowning around, I begin to realize that there was a surplus of guys at this here concert. Then I began to realize they were all together… and feminine looking. I mean, these men were prettier than I was...and i don't consider myself an ug-mug at all!! They were all coupled up...but trying not to look coupled up. lol 2 will sit here... 4 there... 2 more a few rows back.. i was like what is really going on!!! I mean I have no problem with gay people… they cool with me…u do you... let me do me... however...if they ask me how i feel about the subject.. i'mma have to tell them what the Word says. Anywho... it was just crazy to look around and see so many of them up in church. I find that if one’s around.. then 498503843 are around. If the choir director or head musician is gay...then there's gonna be plenty in the choir. lol. They definitely stick together. Anywho… when the choirs got up to sing I realized why soooo many gay guys were in the audience. EVERY GUY up in those choirs were “sugary”. I thought it was funny. They really like singing. And lawd when that fast music came on…they were the only ones running around the church. It was interesting. Definitely a sight to see.


Is it me… or has Blackplanet been dishing out a surplus of Viagra notes? Everytime I log on… I have like 56784 notes with “Cheap Viagra” as the topic. I’m like… huh? Do I LOOK like I need Viagra?? Ugh!


Is it me… or is Resident Evil and Dawn of the Dead the same doggone movie??? I went to see Resident Evil with BG (whom I have yet to mention to you guys…and I don’t know when I will…but remember the initials) and I honestly had NO IDEA what it was gonna be about. I just wanted to see him and get out the house…so when he suggested it…I was like… Okay! But when I got there and the movie came on and everything.. I was like um… this is Dawn of the Dead. They had the same ole walking dead things that ate people and roamed the streets. So you’d think I wouldn’t be scared because I’ve “seen” this before. Ahhh.. wrong!! My behind was all up under BG…holding onto him as if my life depended on it. I closed my eyes a few times too. Those things looked gross. I guess I’m a little scary. lol.

Alright…well.. I need to get some work done. I guess I’ll write again later on this week. Gone.

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