Munchin

It's a little after 1pm and I'm eating a Kielbasa with cheese at my desk. I usually watch Tyra in the breakroom during lunch, but today I figured I'd dive in and see what happens when the cursor and white space fill my computer screen.

(10 minutes later)

Yeah...so I don't know where to begin.

Hmmmm.

My dad's birthday is tomorrow. Hooray! I love my dad. :)

It's kinda scary though when you see your folks getting older. I mean.... it's better to see them getting old because that means there still alive...but you know what I mean.
They've been very forgetful lately. I'm not used to that. Especially with my dad. He's always been a real sharp one. He could see, hear, and remember almost everything.
Now is a different story. He can't see worth crap, yet he refuses to get glasses. I have to repeat myself alot when we talk...and he'll swear up and down that it wasn't him that took cheetos out of the cabinet although I saw him do it. I hate what getting older does to you. And he's in total denial about it. I hope it doesn't get worse.

*now eating strawberries and sipping on my apple juicy juice*

I'm bored. :(
Maybe I should go check my facebook. I'm sooooo addicted to facebook. Sort of how like I was addicted to Myspace....and Blackplanet before that. lol I don't know why I love it so much. Prolly cuz I'm nosey and I like to be a voyer. Peeping into the lives of folks I know and love....or have lost touch with...or think I know but don't. Either way, facebook has been highly entertaining to me. I've found (or rather most have found me) so many folks from my past on there it's crazy! My prom dates, girls from my youth church choir, people I met in summer camp, elementary school classmates, people who I randomly have met over the years and have lost touch with, ex boyfriends...everyone is on that thing! lol

Oooh you know what.... I should straight look for my old bus crush!!! Hellooooo Mr. Moore! I'm such a stalker. lol Wait...i can't even remember how to spell his first name. I haven't been on that bus in months. Dang...maybe I'll sift through my old posts to see how he spells his name. That outta take the rest of my lunch. YES! I'll let you know if I find him. lol

Testing, Testing, 1....2

Is this blog still here?

Really?....

An old friend of mine emailed me yesterday to ask me why I stopped blogging.

It took me a good 8 minutes to come up with an answer.

I've asked myself that a few times this year. I've changed my work schedule so that I'm working 10 hour days, 4 days a week....so there's AMPLE opportunities for me to write to my heart's content...yet....

I don't write.

Lord knows there's been enough happenings to fill my blog on a monthly, weekly, heck daily basis...yet...

I don't write.

I figured that maybe I'm just too lazy to continue. I'm not a natural writer, so blogging takes extra effort on my part. Making sure things make sense. Struggling to find words that match my emotions. Trying to accurately depict the picture I'd like to paint. Yawn. It's really hard work for me. But is that really the reason...

I don't write?

I figured I come test the waters out here. See if my mojo will come back. Maybe if I wander around here from time to time, i'll start getting back in the groove. So this is my first attempt at getting myself back into the habit of writing.

Only time will tell.