Monday, December 01, 2008

What in the heck did I just do??

I almost forgot my password to blogspot. I used to log in so much that it would just keep me logged in. Nowadays my presence around here is scarce. Today I found a reason to write. :)

In the past 5 years, I've told no one in my "real" life the URL to this blog. It was my fear that one day while perusing the web, they'd stumble upon my blog and be pissed at the things I've said about them, or things I've withheld from them. I've always thought it to be a dangerous thing to know every real thought that goes through someone elses head. I'd definitely not want to know everything someone thought about me at all times. *shuddering* I know i've done some crazy stuff. I'm sure their perception of me at one point had to be negative.

Nevertheless, Saturday night I did the unthinkable and wrote down the url to this blog for 5 of my friends.

*hyperventilating*
Oh Gosh! What have I done. lol

My first thought was to rush through my blog and hope nothing horrible was in here. If so, I would promptly delete or change it. But after a few minutes I began to relax. Pandora's box has been opened and now I'll have to deal with them knowing it all! No need to try and change anything. My thoughts are my thoughts. Our friendship should be able to withstand the tales of this blog. lol It's really not that bad anyways. I have a knack for overreacting. :)

So...to my friends whom I've let into my world of words.... WELCOME! WELCOME! WELCOME! *waving*
This could actually be interesting if you guys really read it. I'd love to know how the "real" Sway and the "blog" Sway differ.

Intentional

Look at me being all intentional and stuff! lol I WILLED myself to remember and write in this blog before the year was out.  So proud that t...