30

Can you believe that I'm 30?? Me! The big Three- Ohhh.

I'm older than my parents were when they had me. And they were old.

I'm older than my 6th grade teacher was when she taught me. And she was old.

I'm older than any of the ages I used to put down on my MASH game.

Do you remember MASH?

I still like to play that game sometimes. It's amazing how over the years, your occupation, husband, income, children, and car choice all change. The older you get, the more you realize that 70,000 isn't a whole lot of money. It's a good salary...but c'mon...I'm asking for millions these days. lol And a model as an occupation. Really? I'm 5'2 on a good day. I have no chance. lol

Anywho... lately I've been taking a long look at my life. The good, bad, and ugly. It's true what they say. Somehow, turning 30 has made me want to grow up a bit. No i'm not gonna grow a stick up my butt and stop eating fruit loops. I'm just saying that I'm starting to see things a lot different now. I feel like I've made enough mistakes and lucked up on enough good stuff to know what I'm doing now. I'm finally getting the big picture and thinking about my future. I've finally settled on who I really am and what I really want out of life. I also know exactly what I don't want and won't take anymore. I feel great!

I've only been 3o for 2 months, but Lord knows I forsee greatness in my future. I am open and ready for blessings and miracles. I'm excited about using my past experiences to get me through future setbacks and tests. I just really feel like these next 10 years are going to be the best EVER!

I guess we'll see huh! :)